Both of my closest friends are of the fairer sex
With whom I hold deep, meaningful conversations about life, love, and other heavy topics
Both are off limits, for various reasons, and I'm okay with that
It makes me wonder however
Why the hell can't I get to this point with an available girl
Am I that unappealing that it isn't worth the time to get to know me?
Even as I write this I realize how much of a whiny little bitch I sound like